To toy or not to toy.

When it comes to D/s in the bedroom, some times a good old fashion role in the hay is great. I love to wrestle in bed. Good old Domination of ones body weight holding down the other and a real test of weather the submissive can get a way or not.

On the other hand, some days it is time to empty out the toy box and turn the submissive into a Christmas tree of sorts. Some chains, cuffs, vibrators, cloths pins etc.

Meeting the Master.

The interview on Saturday went well. The new Master and I are going to begin to work together next week. If all goes well, there is an opportunity to perform and travel as well as demonstrate and teach. I do not think there is a lot of money in this job, but it will be fun and provide a lot of exposure that could lead to other things.

My vacation time this weekend was spent quit well. I feel rejuvenated. I can only hope that my partner feels the same.

Today was a catch up day, on the phone calls. Tonight I have to get prepared to meet with my team tomorrow. I know I am being cryptic and unkinky in this post. When I have dates and times of performances or new photos, then I can show people what I am up to. Until then, let the suspense be your torture. (That is a hint!)

Time for a break.

Yesterday was a day of emotional out burst. By mid day I looked at my Horoscope and it said, You can tell them to shut up....nicely. ;-)

I saw the touched up photos today. They look nice. The interaction between the sub and I in the photos is my favorite part. When the DVD gets here I can start building my web site.

I am going to go away for play this weekend. And I have an interview with a Master I want to apprentice with.

The shoot.

It was really fun to listen to the two men at the photo shoot today, discuss which shoes looked better on me. I think we spent about three hours working together today. Round one was photos in all three out fits and a quick glance at all of them. Then we felt like two scenes were missing. So a few more photos. Then lunch in front of the computer so that we could narrow down from two hundred something. In the end we picked our top seventeen pics. The photographer is going to crop them and touch them up a bit. He has promised to send them to me within 48 hours.

The next test will be weather or not my printer can print a decent head shot photo, for auditions.

It was really great to have two friends help me out in this way. I think we can all benefit from the photos taken today.

Shopping for the shoot.

I have a photo shoot lined up for tomorrow. I am so exited. I went to Home Depot to get new white rope. I have two friends helping me out. One is doing the photos and one is going to be in some of the photos with me. I have two different black outfits, and my tiger dress. Oh and I fund some really cool pink gloves at the hard wear store today too...they are sexy...trust me.

No corsets though. I remember the first time I went to the dungeon I was struck by the fact that the Dommes and the submissives both wear corsets. You would never catch a Dom in a corset....OK maybe a self confident one, as a fun prank....but my point being, I see something wrong with a system that still insisted that all woman be less comfortable then men. Forget that! I can be sexing and not have a bonny ass corset poking me all at the same time.

Can you cause pain?

I was speaking with a man that had just watched his first live BDSM demonstration. He said that the women was tied up and the man was hitting her. He said that he was amazed because the women appeared to be in total bliss. He said that he is intrigued and curious, but he does not know if he can cause a women pain.

So I asked him, if you met a women that you wanted to turn on and she says, make it hurt, do you think you can set aside your fears of hurting another person in order to meet your goal of turning her on? Then I asked him to take a hold of my breast and squeeze it. As he did this, I encouraged him to squeeze it even harder and pull. I was completely turn on, and I think he got the point.